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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
I really feel that my life is so screwed up at this point of time. And I feel helpless as there’s nothing I can do about it due to the education system? I am really suffering in my course, but at the same time enjoying the company of my closer friends in the course as I know that it’ll be the last few months we can battle and have fun together if I really manage to get into another course in April. Am I contradicting myself? I really wish to transfer to another course but am afraid as I might not do well in the other course as well. And as time goes by, I am really reluctant to leave this course as I am getting used to the lifestyle as well as my clique:) The problem is that I just can’t cope in design, if not I’ll stay. Guess what I really need now is the encouragement of my friends? I am someone who really needs encouragement and praises! Haha! When I want to feel that my route in life is not reaching the end yet, I just tend to think that other people thinks that my life is gone. Maybe I think too much? Just need this change in my life, find something that suits me and I’ll get on track! Probably a change in friends? I mean I will still contact with the friends I have now, but just want to make some new friends and experience a change in my lifestyle. Maybe a special type of friend that is closer than the usual girlfriends I have? [*giggles*] There’s just something that’s going the wrong way in my friendships now, need some time to sit back and think over it thoroughly. Life’s going to be busy for me this few weeks, hope that I’ll pull through. Too many things are just happening at the same time! Friendship, work, family and more. I feel so frustrated!!! And nobody seems to be able to understand, as I am not sure about it myself anyway.