a girl who is actually named vivian but loves calling herself viiviiana
SHE..
appeared in this world on 19th Jan
is proud of being a capricon
seems to think too much all the time
have the habit of laughing non-stop
enjoy acting cool
loves the ppl around her
Typical girl who likes
eating
sleeping
playing (especially with friends)
shopping
singing in ktv
her friends
Dislikes
she doesn't know! can't think of it~
amanda "lemon"
gena "老婆"
shimin "darling"
sandra
Peiyi
Landa "老公"
Yiting
Cynthia
Nadiah
Kris
Jaslyn
I made this video playlist at myflashfetish.com
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Sometimes, i just wonder if anyone is reading my blog? It may be a good thing if nobody bothers about it anyway, then i can write things that is not supposed to be seen by others but just needs to be vented out by me :DIt's just the holiday symptoms. Every holiday, my mood swing is as though a roller coaster ride. Always feeling down and thinking about a lot of things~ The happiest moments are when i am out with my friends, which doesn't occur that often anyway. And i feel cursed, everytime when i try to organise something, something might just crop up and somebody might not be able to make it. And another sad fact is that i am always the one trying to organise things and get everyone together. Although i am more than willing to do so, it just feels tired at times. I also wish for friends who will ask me out for fun together and plan some surprise or thrilling activities... Or maybe i am just not that important to other people afterall? There may be other friends who will organise activities just that the people who they ask out does not include me? The same thing has been happening to me for years, it just feels like a cycle. (I clarify: I am not unhappy with my friends, just that i always have friends who do not have much freedom and needs to be home early. Therefore, it makes the outing a little sad everytime. I am not someone who likes to be out late all the time, but sometimes i also wish that we can enjoy the night out together chilling somewhere and maybe head home at around 10 - 11pm? It's not that i am not contented with my life, but i just hope that it can be more exciting? I just feel that i am lacking in my social life, not having enough friends (different type). Just feel that the people whom i get to meet is too little? And it just seems difficult to find a partner as well? And the current friends that i have, they just seem to be drifting away from me? Maybe i have to wait till a change of environment like a change in my education or when i get into the working society? Hopefully things will be much much better :)
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