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Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Looking back in my life, i actually can't find a word to describe it! Many thoughts have been flowing through my mind recently and i have been feeling quite down. I can sense this change occuring in me and i know it's a bad one, but i just can't control. I feel that i am losing a lot of friends and this is quite discouraging. As much as i wish to meet up with them, it's just difficult to arrange that outing as some situations have already become so awkward. Should i say that i am such a failure? Have always been trying to be a good and special friend and hoping that someone will treat me as a very important friend and always think of me or give me small surprises. All this just seem so impossible right now... Been so stressed over the final year project and other human to human relationships. I think i am in the recession period in life again, when you just feel that nothing is going well and everything is in a mess. Hopefully this will end soon and i don't want my emotions to affect my lifestyle! :/ By the way, i think i have given up on someone who probably has never been possible in my life. Should start waiting for the next one to show up now~